You got a whole lotta nerve and a whole lotta spite,
when you leave don't look me in the eye.
❝ i'm not giving up, i'm just giving in. ❞
i block often and freely to curate my space. don't take it personally if i break mutuals either.
content warning
self-harm, suicidal ideation, parental death, cultural identity loss, artistic nudity in some images, heavy religious themes re: menphina, hydaelyn
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wol or nonwol?
Kiht's character mannerisms, mental health, and personality traits are shaped by the fact that i made her to be a warrior of light oc, to the point where I feel it is moot to make a non-wol au, as I feel as though she would be a different character. I apologize if this is a deterrent! I am open to co-wol scenarios!
please do not approach me with the immediate goal of shipping or having sex. while kiht is a sexual being and i portray her as such often, i tend to only do one shot sexual encounters through gpose.
i prefer to operate under each (romantic) relationship to be isolated. currently im not looking for any other romantic relationships at this time, unless we have already spoken about it.
don't be an ass. i'm a person and i expect to be treated with respect, as i expect you do.
i do not tolerate bigots. i will not rp with any "f+" or "futa" characters. learn about why those terms are problematic.
i have no interest in exploring "dead dove" themes such as rape, explicitly abusive romantic relationships, or dark romance with other characters. if you attempt to breach this boundary i will block you.
i do not tolerate transphobia in interpretations of Keeper clans.
OOC
any attempt to flirt with me OOC will result in an instant block. i'm happily married and monogamous.
i'm currently unemployed so you're welcome to reach out. mutuals can dm me for discord. i've got pretty bad adhd though so if i don't respond you're welcome to poke me again.
i really don't have a lot of rp experience, i would like more though. i prefer 1-1 rp, or 1-1-1 rp.
do not message my husband, or any of my friends
asking why i have unfollowed or blocked you.
❝ see my heartline is intact , so this is what i lacked .
☾ Standing at 5 fulms 3 ilms, the impression Kiht gives at first meetings is often, "I thought you would be taller." Presenting herself as stoic and serious, Kiht does not let her guard down quickly. While friendly and courteous to strangers, her walls are built strong from years of loss. Their formal speech towards others is stilted, almost, from thinking too hard of how to present themselves. The burden of duty stays strong on her shoulders, but as of late they seem to walk a little lighter. It's another story in battle - recklessly throwing themself into harm's way to do as much damage as possible. Channeling excess aether into healing themselves and strengthening their endurance, Kiht will fight until they can't move.
NAME
Kiht Urha AGE
22 (ARR), 28 (DT, current) DATE OF BIRTH
3/17/1555 GENDER & PRONOUNS
demigirl, she/they ORIENTATION
bisexual RACE / CLAN
Miqo'te / Keeper of the Moon TATTOOS/MARKINGS
Clan marks on face, biceps, under breasts, on thighs. Mole on left side of chin. Various scars
HEIGHT
5’03” HAIR
Midnight blue EYES
white (right), black/cyan (left)
blue (right), green (left) [natural eye colors, pre shadowbringers] PIERCINGS
double lobe GUARDIAN
Menphina, the lover LANGUAGES
Huntspeak, Keeper conlang, Eorzean Common
I operate under the headcanon that the echo translates for you ala the TARDIS.
BIRTHPLACE
Dravanian Forelands CURRENT RESIDENCE
The Goblet AFFILIATION
Scions of the Seventh Dawn, Garlond Ironworks, Menphina's Arms, Eorzean Alliance FAMILY
Koh'to (father)ⵜ, Aijh (mother)ⵜ, Tahla (sister), Hawu (sister), Aijh'a (brother) CLASS
Valkyrie [Dragoon/White Mage]
secondary classes: Dancer, Gunbreaker VOICE CLAIM
Denise Gough
❝ Long before you were born , you were always to be a dagger floating straight to their heart .
☽ Knowing Kiht is a different story. While still generally calm and subdued, her speech and body language loosens. Being unable to stay idle for too long, Kiht is often working with their hands - turning the pages of a book, knitting a sweater, planting flowers, mixing paint for a landscape. The desire to create is deep within Kiht, fueled by the ever-growing bodies she's left in her wake. Killing comes naturally now, a habit, a job, an instinct. Being idle does not bode well for Kiht, the longer she goes unoccupied, the easier it is for the weight of her deeds as the Warrior of Light and Darkness to come crashing down onto her.
POSITIVE
dedicated
confident
loyal
honest
sympathetic
NEGATIVE
reckless
self-sacrificial
stubborn
jealous
closed off
NOTABLE FEATURES
heavy eyebags under both eyes.
left eye, while mostly appearing black, is a magitek prosthetic. has a faint cyan glow. manufactured for Kiht by Garlond Ironworks.
right eye, during the events of Shadowbringers, was infected with light sickness. the infection centralized in Kiht's left eye, and her right eye has no issues with sight.
a long scar across her abdomen, given to her by Zenos during their first battle in Rhalgr's Reach.
discoloration/scarring on right knee joint. leg was bitten off by Nidhogg, but thankfully spit out and recovered, then reattached.
INVENTORY
Menphina charm necklace - given to her by their mother, passed down from her grandmother
Bronze earcuffs - originally traded and given to her father in tailfeather, kiht took the cuffs off of his corpse after his death.
Hardsilver earrings of slaying - forged by her sister Hawu out of an old battered lance.
Yuweyawata amulet of slaying - given to her by Lamaty'i after the events of Dawntrail (base MSQ)
Azem stone
LIKES
cold / mild weather
hobbies listed →
trying new foods
yaoi. she is a fujoshi
DISLIKES
hot weather
being called "kitten"
being idle
large, uncontrolled fires
VICES
smokes weed
not a big drinker - enjoys white wine occasionally. lightweight.
fujoshi
HOBBIES
crafting - crochet, knitting, leatherworking, goldsmithing
painting
rock collecting
gardening
reading
THEMES AND TROPES
tarot: the chariot (upright / reversed)
accepting fate
water, the moon, the stars.
"Come now, let us not falter."
STRENGTH | ★★★★★★★☆☆☆ |
ITELLIGENCE | ★★★★★☆☆☆☆☆ |
WILLPOWER | ★★★★★★★★★★ |
SPEED | ★★★★★★★★★☆ |
REFLEXES | ★★★★★★★★★★ |
MAGIC | ★★★★☆☆☆☆☆☆ |
RECKLESSNESS | ★★★★★★★★☆☆ |
combat behavior
A determined fighter, Kiht tends to be reckless in combat in an effort to deal as much damage as possible. They are not good as mitigation, using their skills primarily for damage. Focusing on hard-hitting thrusts and overwhelming the enemy with a flurry of blows from the flank, back and from above, Kiht's style of fighting is aggressive and reckless - often not stepping out of the line of fire in time to the dissapointment of healers in the group.
An excessive use of improperly channeling her aether a few years back has lead to limited use of magic for Kiht, and much of it is channeled into healing herself after taking damage, rather than assisting other healers. While Kiht used to be a White Mage, her job stone is damaged and broken - tied to her damaged aether. After the events of Shadowbringers, excess light aether still dormant in her body allows her to use white magic in bursts.
Gunbreaker
While Kiht does know some gunbreaker techniques - taught to her by Taro - her focus on damage and disregard for mitigation makes her a shoddy tank.
In the year 1555 of the Sixth Astral era
, Kiht was born youngest of 4 into a small Keeper tribe in the Dravanian Forelands. Composed of Kiht’s family and two others, the tribe settled in the area known as Tailfeather. The tribe, named after Kiht’s great grandmother, was led by Kiht’s mother, Aijh. As the matriarch of a tribe, Aijh raised her children to be devout followers of Menphina and primed her daughters to become matriarchs themselves. Populated by chocobo breeders and traders, many other crafting skills were taught to the tribes children to encourage the growth of trading. Unlike traditional Keeper tribes, Kiht's father decided to stay within the tribe in devotion to his bonded mate.As a child, Kiht clung to her older sisters, Tahla and Hawu. She hid behind them when strangers showed up for trade, running away often when frightened. Her older twin brother, Aijh'a, was often found wandering in the forest on all fours, playing with bugs. When Kiht would get scared and hide, he always knew where she would be and brought her what he had found on the forest floor.The only other member of the tribe Kiht was close to, was a girl named Qina. The two were almost inseparable, often found playing by the river, playing in the water and searching for pretty rocks. The two girls would smear mud and clay on each other's bodies and faces, mimicking the traditional warrior and hunter face paints. A small romance bloomed between the two as they got older.On days where Kiht was feeling quite brave and travelling traders passed through, she watched Tahla, Hawu and the other older women trade with Hyur and Elezen. Hawu had traded a bear pelt for a pair of bronze earrings from an Elezen trader from Gridania. The intricate metalwork sparked an interest in goldsmithing in Hawu, who later gifted the earrings to their father.Over the years,
Kiht trains underneath her mother and the other women in lancing and archery. At the age of 16, Kiht was sent out on a ceremonial hunt to mark her coming as a warrior and full member of the tribe. The tribe would deplete their stores of food, and rely on Kiht to bring back enough game for a feast. After a successful hunt, clan marks were tattooed upon Kiht's body. One year later, at the odd insistence of her mother, Kiht joins a family hunt with her father and siblings across the deep canopies of the Forelands.
Despite the thick branches up ahead, the five miqo’te watched the sky turn red and felt the world tremble and shatter as Bahamut raged across Eorzea. Taking shelter where they could, the miqo'te rushed into a nearby cave. Having to hold back Kiht and Aijh'a from trying to run back to Tailfeather, the cave entrance collapsed in the destruction. Surviving on the prey that they had caught, Kiht and her family remained in the cave for days. Finally breaching the cave entrance, they rushed back to Tailfeather. There was nothing to come back to.
Does your oc also hail from Tailfeather? I'm more than happy to bend my personal canon to mesh with yours if you want our characters to meet!
Seventh Umbral Era, Year 1.
18 summers now, Kiht and her family had worked tirelessly to at least rebuild some of their previous home. Still hunting what they could, the draconian population of the Forelands had become more frantic and hostile now, attacking travelers more often. Koh’to would often stand guard while the women would trade with the scant passerby, but their now single family tribe could barely make any trades due to the rising perception of poachers Keepers had. Prey and business dwindling, Aijh’a was the first to leave Dravania, Hawu followed soon after. Tahla, Koh’to and Kiht stayed behind as Tailfeather started to become populated with Hyur and Elezen. While Tahla did most of the trading and speaking, assuming the more traditional role of matriarch, Kiht and Koh’to would hunt.
Seventh Astral Era, Year 3.
The dragons growing more restless and hostile, Koh’to and Kiht are confronted with one of Nidhogg’s brood during a hunting trip. Pushing his daughter out of the way, Koh’to was snapped up in the dragon’s jaws, lifeless body dangling in front of Kiht. An echo flashing her back to the events of the calamity, Kiht stood frozen as the dragon ate her father. Saved by Tahla as the Echo held her focus, Kiht was convinced to stay in Tailfeather until she was ready to leave. A new hatred grew in the young woman's chest, fury towards the monsters who killed her father, who drove away her family, who killed her tribe. The young Keeper made up her mind to follow not only in her mother's footsteps as a lancer, but to use her newfound skills to make sure no family is ever torn apart by dragons again.
Seventh Astral Era, Year 5.
After two years of aimlessness, Kiht finally grew the courage to leave Tailfeather as it grew into a larger trading hub. Leaving with her chocobo Philomena, Kiht attempted to go straight to Ishgard for dragoon training. Being denied entry, she redirected to Gridania in an effort to join the lancers guild. On her way, she had an encounter with a Wood Wailer in the Shroud, mistaking her for a poacher. The elezen closing in on her, strange hands wanting to do who know what to her, Kiht lashes out and kills him in a moment of panic. Shadowed by two Keepers, Kiht is guided back to a clan deep within the shroud. Taking care of her wounds and feeding her, the kind Keepers send her back on her way towards Gridania.
A Realm Reborn.
1.5 yrs.
Heavensward.
1 yr.
Stormblood.
2 yrs.
Shadowbringers.
3 months.
Endwalker.
~14 days.
1 year gap before Dawntrail.
Dawntrail.
3 months.
HUGE WIP - SPOILERS FOR EVERY EXPANSION! CURRENTLY JUST STORY HIGHLIGHTS
A REALM REBORN.
Adjusting to the opposite sleep schedule can take quite a toll. Initially only in Gridania to join the lancer’s guild, Kiht caught the eye of Yda and Papalymo, accepting their request to meet with Minfilia. Weighing her options, Kiht joined the Scions of the Seventh Dawn, though was not incredibly invested in their dealings. In this new world she now lived in, gil was a necessity to protect herself. The information that the Scions gave her about the Echo that plagued her was irreplaceable, along with her newfound security. After the defeat of Ifrit, it started to become clear to Kiht that this was not just something temporary. Compelled by Raubahn’s speech at the remembrance service, Kiht joined the Immortal Flames. Defeating one more Primal, the Keeper desperately wished to set her sights on Ishgard once more.After the raid on the Waking Sands, Kiht started to dedicate her studies towards conjuration alongside the art of the lance. Working with Alphinaud and Cid to retrieve the Enterprise and rescue their friends, Alphinaud began to teach Kiht how to read. Getting caught up in the affairs of Ishgard and enraged at being accused of heresy, Kiht meets Haurchefant, and they quickly strike up a friendship.HEAVENSWARD.
-oops actually dragons are ok sometimes and i dont need to kill them all ! oopsie teehee
-during fight with nidhogg, right leg was chomped off at the knee. the leg was recovered and reattached by Alphinaud
-improper channeling and overload of White Magic turns tips of hair white after the Vault
-abandons White Magic after losing Haurchefant, Ysayle and Papalymo turning back to an offensive role
STORMBLOOD.
Raw after the numerous losses from the events of A Realm Reborn and Heavensward, Kiht retreats into a proud, haughty personality as a coping mechanism. She goes on autopilot for much of the expansion, following orders as best she can. Convinced that this will help absolve her of her actions in the past, she sets off to Gyr Albania with no questions asked. Her confidence over her power is swifty shattered, with the devastating first encounter with Zenos in Rhalgr's Reach. The aftermath of their first battle, Kiht gains another major injury - she is gutted by the prince, and left for dead. Saved only by intense, round the clock magical and medical help, Kiht falls into a depressive state with the news that some of her organs could not be recovered during her healing. A long scar is left over her abdomen, along with a surface level cut over her right eye. Her eye was thankfully undamaged, but repeated scab picking caused a scar to form.
Due to her extensive healing process, the events of Stormblood take a little longer in my canon.
SHADOWBRINGERS.
-prolonged light sickness drains pigment from her eyes, leaving her sight intact
-removes her left eye in an attempt to stop light sickness from spreading. eye is covered with an eyepatch.
-stops painting her face with war paint - feeling a disconnect with her culture since heavensward. still following menphina, but doubtful.
-relationship with exarch is very rocky. while she is willing to help, she is not happy with his actions, no matter how sorry he is.
-bonded very closely with Feo Ul
ENDWALKER.
-hair grows long enough between shadowbringers and endwalker to put up in a ponytail. left eye still covered by an eyepatch.
-cid gifts her wtih a magitek eye prosthetic, she infuses it with her own aether to assist with sight.
-cuts hair short again midway through endwalker
-reunites with her older sister, Hawu, in Old Sharlayan. Hawu is a goldsmith working on commission for the Forum.
-picks WHM back up
DAWNTRAIL
-TBA
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AIJH URHA ✝
Kiht's mother, matriarch, lore keeper. A sense that her daughter was destined for something great, Aijh pampered her youngest. Her Kiht. Her death was a huge blow, a charred body found in the aftermath of the Calamity. Her lance, which was passed to Kiht's father, then to Kiht, was melted down and turned into earrings by Hawu.
KOH'TO URHA ✝
Kiht's father chose to stay in the clan to not part from his beloved wife. He and Kiht were incredibly close, closer still after the calamity. Teaching his children how to swim and craft, Kiht clung to him as she grew up. His death cemented her hatred - redirected guilt turned into a desire for vengeance.
TAHLA URHA
Kiht's oldest sister. Saddled with the responsibility of matriarch after their mother's death, Tahla tried her best to keep the family together. After trying and failing to convince Kiht to disregard her immature ideals of revenge, the two got into a heated argument have have not spoken since. Tahla keeps in contact with Hawu and Aijh'a.
HAWU URHA
Kiht's second older sister. Transitioning to female from a young age, Hawu took on both an older sister and mentor role for Kiht. She left for Ul'dah after the calamity to study goldsmithing, and now resides in Sharlayan crafting the decorative lighting fixtures around the island. Hawu sees Kiht the most nowadays, and the two have a good relationship.
AIJH'A URHA
Kiht's older twin brother. Estranged, Aijh'a left Tailfeather shortly after the calamity. Avoiding Kiht and the Urha name entirely, Kiht has attempted to search for him for years. She knows not why Aijh'a refuses to be near her.
YEMME
Kiht's retainer.
i operate under individual verses per romance.
TARO CYPRIANOS
❝My mate is my everything. She's shown me a new world and while we sometimes find each other at odds I want to display our connection on my flesh." He turned towards Shiina. "I want your help. I want you to help transcribe her markings on to me...if that's possible."
Main/canon timeline for both characters.
EIRLYS TAYUUN
I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
HYDAELYN
❝If our love died, would that be the worst thing?
AZEM
A parasite, a curse, a ghost who haunts their dreams.
MENPHINA
Raised as a devoted follower of Menphina, Kiht's faith started to waver as she grew more disconnected with her culture. The thread snapped in the First, after countless prayers for her pain to end were left unanswered. What good is a God if nothing happens? If your pain is not eased, if your suffering is not ending? Culminating with their meeting after Endwalker, Kiht's faith is broken fully as she realizes the truth - Menphina did try.
Zenos
To be viewed as an animal in a cage, a leashed beast. To Zenos, he is trying to set her free, lead her towards her true potential. Trying to open her cage, to claw her out, turn her towards him. He may have been right in Stormblood, but she comes back to him invigorated with anger and looking for something to take it out on. Zenos caused two notable scars on Kiht - the abdomen scar, and a bitten off pinky finger on her right hand (reattached).
G'raha Tia
The grudge Kiht has over his actions during the events of Shadowbringers will never be forgiven. He may call her a friend, but she does not feel the same way. While Kiht can appreciate that he is useful, they will never warm up to him. In her eyes, they are two strangers - walking a similar path but any chance of walking together has been destroyed. In my canon he is less involved in the main story after Endwalker - replaced by Taro.
Ysayle ♡
A second love for Kiht, a fling for Ysayle. The fire between them burned bright, but Kiht took too long to change her views for Ysayle to develop deeper feelings. The two fooled around, but Ysayle ultimately chose Shiva and Hraesvelgr. For Kiht, the breakup was devastating. What she had viewed as a deep relationship, Ysayle had thought as casual. Her sorrow turned to anger, then grief, seeing Ysayle wherever she went.
Minfilia
Kiht deeply regrets not trying to get to know Minfilia better, too busy with her search for revenge. Kiht appreciated her leadership and kindness to her, even if Minfilia could tell her heart was not truly in it at first. Attempts to get her to open up were rocky, but somewhat successful, a blossoming friendship plucked too soon.
Alisaie ☆
While Kiht loves both of the twins dearly, she and Alisaie ended up becoming closer. Guided by many similar morals and opinions, Kiht truly views Alisaie as a dear sister.
In their free time, she and Alisaie enjoy sparring.
Alphinaud ☆
Alphinaud holds a very special place in Kiht's heart; he taught her how to read during the events of A Realm Reborn. Throughout her journey, Alphinaud has always been a steadfast ally she can depend on, and her to him. Even if his actions have been less than appealing over the course of the story.
Midgardsormor ☆
x
Emet Selch
x
Estinien ☆
x
Ardbert
x
Titania
x
Cid ☆
x
Reluctant allies turned friends, then lovers, Taro and Kiht's journey started out rocky. Misconceptions of Taro's heritage and Kiht's stubborn lack of letting anyone in caused conflict, but they weaned each other's way into their hearts anyways. Being able to let their walls down, both Taro and Kiht came out of their shells and shared the weight on both their shoulders.
As of the end of Endwalker MSQ, the two are eternally bonded.
❝ The world baby is scary, I know. So close your eyes, hold me tight, and don't let go. Still you try, And finally, now I know why.
A shared affliction - the ever-present presence of Hydaelyn in their lives. For Eirlys, an infection spreading through her body, crystalline pain shooting through her, the love of the mother. For Kiht, the burden of a duty neither wanted, a soldier, a divine killing machine powered by the will of gods from another time.
The strings of their fates tangled as one, the two women find solace in each other's shared burden.
❝ Love, love is a verb. love is a doing word, fearless on my breath.
❝ And oh, poor Atlas.
The world's a beast of a burden.
A tumultuous
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❝ do you think that i care for you so little that betraying me would make a difference?
Much like a little girl who loves her favorite doll too much, Hydaelyn looks over Kiht with a love that surpasses labels. Hydaelyn's love and influence permeates Kiht's being - a divine weapon of her will, her love.
labour by paris paloma
hearing damage by thom yorke
smother by daughter
fear of the water by syml
dear arkansas daughter by lady lamb
some headcanons inspired by and taken from "On Keepers of the Moon and Their Culture by erebones on ao3.
The Lore Keeper mark (that can be found as an in game customization option) is inspired by Tilaka.
Populated by a mix of Thavnarian and Shroud Keepers, the clan originally settled in the Dravanian Forelands after the Sharalyan exit of the Hinterlands. The Keepers adapted the last name "Urha" in honor of their clan matriarch, a tradition carried over from her region in Ilsabard. Bonding with a band of hyur who also called Dravania home, the two peoples struck up a kinship
Striking up a kinship with the Gnath, the clan started regularly trading crafts and game with them. The impression of the dragons populating the area was one of reverence, the magnificent creatures soaring the skies were peaceful as long as their territory was not breached. Four times a year, the Keepers would meet with a few of the wyrms, holding a feast and providing the dragons with their game.
As the demand for chocobos grew, more Elezen and Hyur, and the occasional Miqo'te would travel to Tailfeather for their exceptionally bred chocobo. Moving their settlement further south towards the roads, splitting off from the residential area. Despite a rocky start, with the Keepers only starting activity during the evening, the settlement grew as a trading hub as the Urhas would trade animal by-products - leather, meats, and even bones. The original settlement and most of the clan was destroyed in the wake of Bahamut's rage during the Calamity. Afterwards, long-time trade partners settled in the Forelands to assist with rebuilding. Tahla Urha
is the last surviving clan member to still reside in Tailfeather.
The appearance of clans and individual Keepers vary. For example, the Urhas have body clan marks that skips a generation, and the women of the skipped generation get the clan marks tattooed upon their body during a full moon when they turn sixteen and accept the role given to them - hunter, lore keeper, matriarch, etc. These body marks are not often tattooed onto men, but can be after bonding to a partner.
The Lore Keeper
or Seer
is a woman (or person) who carries oral stories of the clan with them. The role is, at least in Urha clan tradition, marked by a teardrop tattoo placed upon the forehead. The marking symbolizes almost a "third eye," to assist in remembering the stories and sights of the current generation along with previous generations. The teardrop also has meaning in the blood and tears shed by the clan's ancestors to ensure safe survival. While this role is traditionally given to women, nonbinary clan members can be chosen.
Facepaint is also highly integral to Keeper tradition. While it's commonly referred to as "war paint" by outsiders, face paint is used for a variety of different occasions. Using the natural dyes found in the environment nearby, pigment is mixed with river clay to form paste, and water, often blessed under the moon, is added. Paint is applied to the face and body during hunting, combat, birth, ceremonial bonding, applied to the deceased, and during equinox and solstice celebrations.